back from the dead

Ehm, hi. So... I really don't know what to write. It's been 5 or 6 months since I posted something. I'm back from the dead madafakaaaaa. Not that I didn't want to write something, but when I did, something always came up, either it's midterm test, progress and blah blah. I knew that 12th grade is gonna be super busy BUT I didn't expect it to be THIS busy. I only open my laptop on weekend for 2 months solid wow what an achievement!!! Well, now I'm going to write some things..

Being a 12th grader is super busy. If you say 11th grader is busy, you're wrong. You've got a lot more things to do as a 12th grader. If you sign up for INTEN, say hello to progress. If you're a Labschool student, say hello to kartul & ELDEST. ELDEST was quite fun, actually, unless you got into a group whose members are gabut & tidak niat. My group is called Quotees, it is derived from Quote and Tees, as you can see from the name, we sell tees with quote printed on it. I and a few friends slept over at my CEO's home because we had to pack the shirts that people ordered.

By the way, have I told you that I'm officially 17 now? Nah? Okay, nobody cares anyway *snort* nothing special, just some friends surprising me, I got new haircut, which is shorter than usual since I don't braid my hair anymore. Looking back... I didn't realize it was fast, faster than I wanted it to be. Things were up and down although nobody fucking knew about it, because I don't want to. And thanks to my buddy, she introduced me to fangirling world, by fangirling I mean models, not girlband/boyband, and tumblr. Shit bro, it's addicting, although I'm trying not to open it too often because if I open it, jdeng, it's already 10pm and I haven't done anything at all.

Oh, and please, no "WHATS YOUR RESOLUTION BLAH BLAH" because I know it's just bullshit unless you are those people who likes to write their resolution in a paper, which I am not and I'm sure that paper will be nowhere to found a year, no, maybe a month later. BUT, I'm still making wishes anyway. I want to get into a good uni, preferably University of Indonesia because it's not too far from my home. For the major... I really don't know. I always tell people I want to take Psychology, but the truth is I don't even know if I can survive in Psychology because people said that I'm an insensitive person. I am, that why don't try to give me subtle hints, I wouldn't be aware of it. I know, that my passion is in IT, but it's for Science student and I'm bad at math so, thanks, for some people who said I should take IT or lintas jurusan, but no, thanks.

I'm also trying to be more "open". I'm an INFJ person, and I don't really 'open' myself to people. I'm (sometimes) insensitive but my feelings are involved in my choices. I missed a lot of great opportunity because I tend to shut myself from everyone. I don't know when this happened but I was more open to people than I am now. It's hard huh.

AHHH and there's one thing happened yesterday, when I and a few friends were at INTEN, my friend slipped on the stairs. As you know, or don't, INTEN UNJ's stairs are very slippery and small, so please, when you're taking the stairs, put your phone down and keep your eyes on the stairs. My friend jinxed my other friend, she said, "Oi, don't step on that, you're going to slip." then, he said, "Don't care." as he took another step... HE FUXKIN SLIPPED AND I LAUGHED MY ASS OFF. I didn't mean to be cruel but it was funny. Anyway, I'm sorry if there are a lot of grammatical errors, don't bother yourself to read this post, just close this.