Free particle

Hi, okay, what's up? (Sorry I really suck at writing opening). It's been more than a month since I last wrote here. As a second semester freshman.. it's time for organization open recruitment (oprec for short). There were 2 organization, first one is BEM--student executive board, second one is HM--student association. I was interested in HMIK but then I thought... organization isn't just for me. I don't think I'd be able to commit in a organization for about a year. Worse, I couldn't even stand the commitee that I joined. It's just not for me.

So, I decided to be a free particle--partikel bebas. I might join some commitees here and there, whatever suits me. Oh, of course I'm not the only free particle. Some of my close friends didn't join the organization for the same reason as mine. Seeing my friends who joined it.. to be honest I'm kinda envy. No, I definitely don't envy those who have to go home at >9 pm because of meeting. It's just.. I don't know and I will not explain.

If you're following my second account, you might saw my mellow-breakdown-post-pre-university. I was scared as hell, afraid that I won't have any friends. Don't ask me why I thought of that, it's just that.. thing. I was never a good talker especially to a new person or a person I barely know, but I have a few close friends so it's good enough for me.

Anyway, I got good score on last term so I hope this term will work the way I want it. Some rough patch are okay but 2017, please be good to me.